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Alot has changed since the last time I actually posted a blog post. I just didn't know what was going on with me. I guess some deep rooted feelings came to play when not wanted too. My mother pasted away 2 years ago and I have had emotions about it. But i've been trying to cope and channeI my talents in a different way. So I decided to really persue modeling. I never thought that I would put myself in the limelight by becoming a model. That I would muster all of my confidence to show of my looks despite any negativity. I was told that I would never model because I was too fat, that I wasn't pretty enough. I believed that, I believed that I didn't deserve the opportunity. And since I didn't believe, it showed through everything. Even if my heart was in the right place that didn't matter. The constant struggle with myself, wanting to be better but not believing that I could be. Until I decided that I was going to prove everyone wrong. But I had to stop thinking about what other people thought of me and decide not to hold myself back to look at myself and not feel worthless to be empowered and in control with the goals that I set and accomplish them. Knowing that I'm happy is what matters. I want to be blogging way more often and hopefully inspire other people who felt like me and show them that the journey to inner happiness is endless and is worth wild so try to enjoy it despite what life throws at you.
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